When I started this project I must have realised that any kind of digging around: in old books, into what I actually believe, into comparing my theories with that of other people; could be an uncomfortable experience.
Right now self-doubt is creeping in, self doubt wrapped in logic.
I turn my ear to the Great Below and listen to what I'm saying to myself; it is true, I am working in a kind of vacuum, and it is true that there isn't a market or even a target audience for my style.
I continue with the criticism now aimed at my knowledge or lack of, I tell myself that I am not on any level qualified for this work. I'm an ex-radiographer who spent some years studying and practicing a religion...so what do I know.